INFJ and INTP.

I'm not sure if I should be worried or not. My mom hasn't been working this past week and she acts as if nothing is wrong. Is that her way of coping? Or are there other things going on that I don't know of?

Lately I've been getting more blunt than usual. I don't know if it's just a phase or if it's because I'm so stressed that when people say something that I think is silly I have to speak out against it or something.
I feel like I'm sitting in a room full of fire. Ever sweat and burn makes me annoyed and angry.
Other times I just feel that the person should know.
I also feel like every time I like someone I'm always kind of mean to them. Not that I insult them but just speak what I find to be the truth. Which I guess is being blunt.


Two days ago I had found out that my best friend is also a INFJ. I am not sure if that test is correct or that if people make a big deal of it but a lot of the things made sense. Both me and her love Sad Music. People say we look alike. I'm not sure if it's just because we are both Hispanic but people always come up to me and tell me about how they thought that was me or asked me if were sisters. I laugh because to me we look nothing alike. My face is long, her face is rounded. My hair is dark, her hair is light. I'm thin and have small hips while she has more a of a voluptuous body type. The only thing that I would have find a similarity in is our eyes. We're always squinting. I can't help it and I'm not sure why she does it I guess it is just natural to us.

When I listen to music I feel what the artist was feeling when they wrote the song.
It touches my heart in such a deep way that I often begin to cry. It is the same thing with certain movies and books, poems, lyrics and art.
It's just so easy for me to see the beauty in everything. I love nature and life. It's something that I feel I could never give up no matter how many times I think I'd be better off dead.

I believe maybe that's why my creations are different and not liked by most. It is heartbreaking because I can't be very emotional about my art pieces although I feel like I fall in love for each and everyone of them.
I do worry a lot. I worry about the silliest things. What if a bomb hit Houston? What would I do? What if a thief got in my house? How can I save my family and love ones from such things? It's in my mind constantly, especially at night.

I get INFJ or INTP every year. I take it once a year. I've never gotten anything.
Although theories do fascinate me I don't see why I would get INTP. I am nothing like the famous people on the list. I have horrible memory and forget the theories the next day.


So if anyone reads this and you have any questions for me go ahead and ask!
I'll be happy to answer all of them.(:
I love questions. ^^